Round and round. Same old circle. Not a different shape , not a different cut .. Just the same circle. Over and over again around and around in the same circle. How could it change if its that same circle. How could you look for something new when you know where the end will be. Its the same thing in a different way. Perhaps when the same thing keeps happening its time to find a new shape. I cant keep thinking there's another destination within this one shape. How could there be ? I love the circle dearly but how could i possibly change the direction its going. It belongs this way so i cant change a circle into a triangle. Only when the circle is ready to change will the lines change. Until then its used to the way it curves. You cant make a curve go straight. Thats just the road it has to take. You cant take everyone you love on your path with you. Its not the path God has for them. Learning to let go is one of the hardest and I'm learning that daily. My heart is so big and I'm so nice that sometimes in the middle of fixing someone else i forget to look out for me. You forget that fixing others can mean hurting yourself. And you think hey i'll take that for you .. But what's the point if there's no appreciation for it. Like i said i circle is a circle so why waste your time going round and round.
Im Letting Go. :) Ahhh